I didn't want my mum to hear what I did with the [chemical] or that I've been feeling more suicidal than I let on. Some things I just cant tell my mum because she gets upset and I really hate seeing my mum upset. And I'm scared that my psychiatrist will tell my mum what I did. I might write a letter, one that actually gets to her this time because last time I told my mum about the letter I wrote and she told me to wait until after september to send it. I know you dont know me or my psychiatrist either, but what in general would a psychiatrist do if I told them all this? I'm scared :(
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