I get quite a lot of looks/stares (I'm very overweight) and it does make me feel bad. I think its made worse because I'm hyper-observent - I notice tiny imperfections in me and in other people, and I assume that everyone I walk past can spot all my flaws (large ones and small).
Somedays, my anxiety is so bad, I just cannot force myself outside. I could happily walk around anywhere, if only there were no other people!
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