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Bobmaluga · 11-08-2008, 12:27 PM

****.
I cut again, I didn't mean to but I needed to feel, you know? Well thats a lie, I DID mean to. But I regret it - not for my sake but because my partner will be so disappointed in me. He'll say 'why didn't you phone me' or something and get really mad and upset. I know he tries to understand.

Parents coming to stay for a week soon and they don't know anything and my partner is going to be so mad at me. I feel like everything is closing in on me. I hate keeping the 'happy' face on, I can't keep it on for long. I get so mad at myself for being like this.....

11-08-2008, 12:27 PM	#1
Bobmaluga Join Date: Jul 2008 Location: Devon, UK I am currently:	I didn't mean to.... ****. I cut again, I didn't mean to but I needed to feel, you know? Well thats a lie, I DID mean to. But I regret it - not for my sake but because my partner will be so disappointed in me. He'll say 'why didn't you phone me' or something and get really mad and upset. I know he tries to understand. Parents coming to stay for a week soon and they don't know anything and my partner is going to be so mad at me. I feel like everything is closing in on me. I hate keeping the 'happy' face on, I can't keep it on for long. I get so mad at myself for being like this.....