i feel a bit better this morning. I feel worried, so at least its something. I managed to move and lay down and wrap a blanket round me.
But I cant leave. Ive nowhere to go to and I could lose the children. The UK is different. I need to stay put. I need not to run away. I will mess everything up. Im scared Ill mess everything up.
Ill be alright. The panic will subside soon and Ill be back. In the meantime Ill stay quiet.
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