I know how you feel. Im going through the same thing. Your not alone. What I did is I went to talk to someone like my counselor or someone else who could help as soon as I did relaspe. When my friends saw how much I cared and I was trying to get help they saw. I dont know if that will work for you though.
Maybe you can explain to them that you are trying hard. But that SI is your only coping mechanism right now. And that as your trying to quit, you will relaspe less as you gain new coping skills. And that in the long run, you wont SI anymore.
Thats really all the advice I have.....PM always open
Wishes You the Best,
Nikki
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