It took a lot of people to try and persuade my brother not to kick the s**t out of him - it would have only gotten him in trouble and he has a family to look out for of his own. It is going to take alot of courage for my sister though to follow through with the police - hope justice is done. It still makes me feel sick and my skin crawl thinking of what he did to her.
I'm not sure I can face her very easily. It's OK to speak on the 'phone but when she was really scared and struggling etc the other week (including experiencing panic), I told her I was under the care of mental health services - but not why.
I know I will stay though if she will let me. It's so hard to try and keep it together to help other people at the moment especially with him in my head taunting me and threatening me/her.
I don't know where her hsuband is at the moment - hoping he is locked up on remand as he had also stolen a car, driven with no licence, assaulted another guy and was on something at the time. I don't like to push her for details on this. What if he is near to her and not in my head. I'm afraid for her. Not sure how much more punishment I can inflict on my arm.
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