I would love to stay with her but she lives a little way away and I didn't know she was going to be trying to stay at her house so soon. I can't get there now and I can't get to work from her house - selfish, I know but it has taken weeks to get back to where I am at work. I was thinking that perhaps I could stay over at the weekend. She told me that she needs to face it herself at some point and I kind of understand that. I've told her she can one bell me (so as not to use credit) if she needs to talk anytime during the night. I just wish he would get out of my head. I'm used to hearing people say things in my head that they have said to me in the past - if that makes sense - but not used to this random taunting of someone who I know isn't here with me but I can hear inside me.
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