I know what you mean, i realised a few days ago almost all my smaller scars have faded and it all just looks so much less than it did before, i felt kinda angry that I had been through it all and now it looked so insignificant. Then I realised that it was kinda a good way to help me to start moving along with my life, they haven't disappeared they're just taking a back seat which is what my self harm is doing atm. It helped me to move on a little bit and then the urge to recut them all went. I think it's just a case of keeping up the distractions and keep goign with how you usually beat the urges.
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