I think I know what you mean. Are you concerned about what he thinks (if he knows you SI)? Or is it more that you "don't want to be like the ex" if that makes sense? It's understandable you don't want a "history repeating itself" scenario and if you're really worried, you could always have a chat with him. I don't think you should stop when you're not ready yet - that would make you feel worse.
If any of that made sense to you? =/ Take care,
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