it ALWAYS hurts to lose family. Whether or not you were close or not. Sometimes you think you should hurt yourself becasue you don't feel bad enough or something that is equally misguided. It does hurt. I would advise that you go and speak to your school counsellor. Talk it over with them and stuff. She was the only nan you knew. It makes her special to you. it is hard to lose someone like that. *cuddles* and it's hard when your mum is struggling with it and you feel like you should be there for her. but you need to be there for you first.
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