Thanks guys :)
I had a wobble, as I call it, on friday evening, where I was so close to cutting, but I managed not to, not quite sure how even, but still, I didn't cut! I think that was my biggest test yet.
Went to church today, and... I felt acceptance in real life for the first time since I can remember. Everyone there has been praying for me all week as well, they say, and they didn't even know me then! It's... the kindness of strangers is so great sometimes, I can't think of the word I want to use there, but I really appreciate them, more than I can ever tell them, and you guys on here too. You've all gotten me to this point.
Thank you!
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