Thanks once again for all your replies. I had cancelled my therapy appointment on Friday- emailed my social worker and told her I was fine and really didnt need to see her. Ha ha.
But yesterday I had a really bad day and I just wasnt safe and I'd cut pretty badly. I am a very lucky girl and the lovely Jen ( jennyflower) came over and she helped me write back to my social worker and explain that I am scared after the report that I am getting too dependent on them which is why I wanted to cancel the appointment. She then got me to the doctors so that they could treat my wounds cos I had lost quite a lot of blood and was dizzy.
My social worker emailed me back and said she couldnt force me but in view of everything she'd rather see me today so we can talk it through about my feelings about it all. And that is basically what is happening.
Big hugs to all you guys for your kind support!
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