[Tearjerker]

Tommorow I am going to be in so much trouble, I gave in and cut quite badly almost across my veins. So I just wondered if there was any advice on how to explain to my boyfriend, friends why i did this....Also i need a good excuse I also sliced my face (long story, hate the way i look basically) I thought fell over on gravel as I'm usually wearing long, long baggy trousers? Also i wondered whats the best bandaging to buy - tubigrips tend to hurt my arm or iritate me, I feel they constrict me? I thought maybe a different way to hide it? I have work and have to wear a polo shirt (uniform). I feel so bad because it is gonna cause big arguments that and I have holiday in two weeks...I resisted the urges last night but it became too much tonight, I triggered myself.
I just need advice and support please, Thanks
Kim (Gothicshadow) x