Thanks for your replies. Losing more weight and self harming makes me feel much better and has helped me more than they ever have or will. I did have a meeting this afternoon with her to discuss it but Id had a bit of a delusional episode in the car on the way over and I was really shaken up any way so I couldnt really concentrate and it didnt help at all. She explained some bits to me but I still left feeling like I am a complete failure and waste of space and all their times and efforts. I have just emailed and cancelled my Friday therapy appointment. As Im "making no real progress" its not going to help me in any way.
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