Matthew, howdy.
Sweetheart, I don't know what to say to get through to you that I care ever so much. Like, I can't even put into words how frigging much I care about you because it's impossible to express in words. But if I could, I'd hug you so god-damn tight and never ever ever let go. Not even if I needed a wee!
You are one in a million. You're so kind, sweet, caring, funny & smart, and are one of THE most lovely people I have ever met.
You've lifted me up when I've been down, and helped me find the strength within myself to start helping myself. You've been a friend to me when I've had no-one. You've saved my life, more times than you'll ever know.
Please now try to find the strength within yourself to fight this. We are all here to help you. Please don't shut us away. You know I will drop everything & come up if you need me. I'd come today if you just said the word.
I would be totally devastated if you did anything bad. I can't imagine a life without you in it. You're going to be my maid of honour at my wedding, remember? In a nice frilly dress.
I love you. We love you. And we're all here for you.
Always your favourite flid.
Chelsea xxxxxx