hey kel, its never easy to work through abuse, and that is garaunteed to bring up so many unwelcome feelings and thoughts, you are not made from your ED and maybe you should let people know that, because once the pyhsical manifestation of your hurt is gone, it leaves you to deal with it alone so to speak. with no comfort or barriers to hide behind. this will make it so much harder for you, i def agree with the above of showing this thread to someone.
here if you need me,
xx
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