Ive been on adult wards.
Hospital functioned for me is the best way I can put it. It saved my life, I would have killed myself if I hadnt been admitted when I was. It also gave me an opportunity to take a break from everything, catch up on some sleep and let somebody else take responsibility for my safety because fighting urges to do stuff was leaving me absolutely exhausted. I was also allowed medications that my doctors wouldnt otherwise give me because Im considered too unsafe. I have also made some good friends.
The not so good things are it can be incredibly dull. You see people who are really very unwell and very distressed and yes, some may be a little frightening or upsetting. I was a very private person, so I found the constant observation night and day very, very difficult to deal with. It can also be hard to adjust when you come out.
However I think the most important thing is to remember that hospital will not solve all your problems for you. It will keep you safe while you need to be safe but ultimately its not going to make massive changes for you, only you with the guidance and support of your mental health team will be able to do that.
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