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Almost 5 months
I'm very close to being 5 months free, and... yeah, it's been a very bumpy ride to get to this point, but I think, and excuse the religious aspects in here, realisations from a camp I went on at the weekend, that God has finally decided that I'm ready to deal with everything from my past, to work through it and get rid of all the black thorns in my "being".
There were times over the weekend when I was so, so close to cutting, but... one of the leaders came in at the right time and talked to me long enough that I didn't want to cut afterwards, and on the other time, I was beginning to feel that people were getting fed up of my mood and everything, but I got a text, then a phonecall, from one of my friends who I haven't had contact with for a long while, and it helped me to see that... people are there for me.
Just wanted to share stuff from the weekend mainly, but just the 5 months. It's the longest I've been free in the almost 11 years since I started cutting.
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