Even the church don't seem to believe me, and my Mum gets so angry when I talk about them as spirits. I'm not psychotic. I've been reassured by doctors over four years that I'm not psychotic. I'm scared and the spirits are scaring me and everything is scaring me and I don't know what to do.
i'm really sorry you're in this position and i thought i would just say in reaction to what you said ^ my mum thinks i'm psychotic too, though the MH people have always said i'm not, though neither they nor my mum believe what i say think about the things i experience. though all you're going through is much worse than anything i put up with, i thought i would say, don't stop being honest with the treatment team or your mum (even if it seems a waste of time) because that's the surest way to let these spirits take over. i hope it goes ok with the doctor this week. xxx