i wonder if it might always be there, or for a while at least. i know for me, olanzapine makes the voices quieter and i'm less impulsive and more able to think rationally and keep myself save, but i still fervently believe i have a microchip and about spies and stuff. i still write about it. it's just that it affects my life less, it doesn't make me so "unwell".
so maybe when they've managed to get you stabilised on meds that help things will get quieter and more easy to manage. and maybe the microchip will go away (i don't know) or maybe it won't. i know it's as hard for people to covnince you that it's not real, as much as it's hard for you to convince them that it is!
hope things get easier hunny. xxx
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