I'm sorry that you're struggling right now, your problems and worries seem very real to me. No one can tell you that they are fake. It is difficult for people to understand things that they haven't been through but ultimately you know yourself better than anyone else. Can you identify anything that might have happened to worsen your depression? How would you feel aboput talking to someone who doesn't know you? You can seek out professional support yourself.
I can understand your worries about telling others but often it isn't as bad as you imagine it to be. Your GP would be a good person to talk to if you could do that. I hope that you get some support soon. Please take care and get in touch any time.
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