romp youare wonderful. i have always thouthgt so and still do. sorry am in vyre bad place myself right now, but want to show you that i am thinking of you. if you can get to a place of safetly theen go for it, however scary, coz you are one women worth saving, you really are, youre an inspiration, getting through all this crap and still searching for survival, you are a survivor. Maybe sttart writing about all your feelings and all the crapo you have been through and show people what courage you have, xoz you really do have.
You are a wonderful friend and loyal and honest and most genuine person on this site, and people know and respect that, treuly. You're beautiful, from photo I have seen, and you have lovely body art, that shows your character and creativeness and boldness. These aere all such brillient thing dear romp. wish i was there more for you, i just dont have much strength myself. Maybe we should hold each other up.
I'm around for the weekend and then am being re-admittede, yay, just incase you wondered where the hell I have been"
stroke your dogs theraputically. my uncle has his dog here at the moment and she is a dear.
to summarise, romp you are damn LOVELY, beautiful, couragious, so worrying about others, alawys apologising when my dear you have nothing to apologise for. None of this is your fault, not a jot of it. Be kind to yourself, enjoy a relaxing bath and listen to an uplifting/calming music. you tried pilates or yoga? I did some of that in hosp, was good. Do you have a tv programe you follow. could you take up photography and go for long walks in the woods or park. allow yourself time to lie in in the mornings if you cant get up, have naps in the day. dont beat yourself up.
PLESAE PLEASE Romp, be safe. Safetly at the moment most importance. I fyou need IP then dont be afraid. we all want you safe, we all care so very very much, really we do.
sending much much love nad courage and anything else that might help.
really sorry i havent been around, i',ve been fairly crap at this, but at least know romp that you are in my thoughts.
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