Feeling pain is better than not feeling anything at all...
I hate this...
I feel like everytime I get close to someone they leave (or at least try or threaten to)...
Nathan...
Callum...
Laura...
Why the heck?
Maybe I should just leave RYL. I think I make things worse. It's been helpful, but I can't keep screwing things up for people.
I say all the wrongs things and make people mad and feel worse and it's not right.
I'm selfish for even posting this, but in case you haven't noticed... that's how I am... selfish.
