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Old 21-07-2008, 02:15 AM   #1
makeartnotwar
 
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question: when do you officially....

have a "drug problem"?
i've been making myself a bit nervous lately. there hasn't been one 24 hour period that i've been sober in the past two weeks.
i've been doing heroin or speed or smoking opium or getting drunk or taking benzos.
then i feel so shitty a few hours later or the next day or whatever,
so i smoke pot to feel better and fall asleep.
[not to mention the fact that all of this is taking a toll on my wallet.]



just wondering what the general opinion is, i mean is there a line that you cross or is it different for everyone, do i actually need help or am i just the average sixteen year old on summer vacation, etc.



this time she said, it's over
she said next time, forever
i can't explain, i'll take the blame.
i brought this all on myself.
visions that i've seen
always haunt me in my dreams
they say that you two just friends,
oh, but that's not the way it seems
now it's not like i'm trying to be up all night,
just trying to come to terms with all the love i've lost.

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