*hugs* im sorry ure feeling this way at the moment. However i dont think ure becoming 'addicted' to the pills as such, maybe more of the action/pain from it? I know when i was younger i used to do the exact same thing because at the time cutting didn't feel 'enough' of a release, but suicide was 'too far', so taking a lower amount made me feel more ..well..calm.
But, please remember that repeatedly taking od's no matter how small they may seem is highly dangerous and can cause considerable damage. Do you have anyone that you can talk to about this?
love and hugs
Dani
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