im really sorry your feeling so bad and i think you were extremely brave to post like this and share.
Well done.
i hope we can support you like you have supported many of us.
i know you dont want to but could you possibly ring your psychologist or doctor or something before Friday if things continue to be so bad?
It really sounds like you could do with the extra support right now.
Well done on your new job and i really hope it goes well for you - im sure you could make a real difference to many people but i understand your anxiety about if you will be able to cope too.
Have you anyone you can share that anxiety with before you start even if only just to get it off your chest and get a bit of moral support from family,friends,anyone?
i started paid work last year [though not within mental health,only part time] and yes i have struggled at times but on the whole it has often really helped me.
i know my situation is somewhat different from yours and what you will be going into and i know its different for everyone how things turn out with such things as work but i really do hope things work out for you.
Feel free to PM me anytime you need a friend and i wish you all the best.
Also please keep posting if you find it helpful.We are here to listen.
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