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What's wrong with me?
This may or may not be triggering to some.
Okay, so I think I might be going crazy or something.
But for a few weeks now, I've been wanting my mom to physically abuse me.
I don't know why. I just do. Like having bruises will make me prettier or something. I don't know why.
I cry because I want her to.
I haven't told anyone.
Is something wrong with me?
What do you think it is?
I just don't want to think of my mom like this.
It hurts me worse than all the occasional emotional abuse, the cutting, everything.
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