[livingnotbreathing]

I don't know.. lately I've just changed like a lot.
I mean I've always known I;ve had depression and strong feelings and what not but it's never chaanged me so drastically to the point where I am currently going almost manic..I've really lost it.. I'm just so scared "everything" being just family problems I guess and mostly everything going on in my head.
The hospital let me out because I just started weekly sessions with a therapist-person.. thing..
I'm sure my insides are pretty f***ed after all the od'es I've taken especially recently but...
I want to just, not have to deal with anything anymore.

*don't mind my spelling it isn't always this crappy*