The past month or two months.. or something like that.
I've tried to kill myself multiple times and in the past two months my slef harm has gotten way more severe then it was say 5 months ago.
And I was just released from the hospital again this morning.
And I feel like total crap..
And everything seems to be going so wrong and it's like my mind is one tracked and all I can do is think of ways to try again.
I feel like this time is much more serious then all the others.
I can't control it any more no matter how much pain it puts me in every time I don't succeed for some reason I'm sure I will succeed this time.
And I'm just so scared...
I have access to a lot of dangerous things.
(poor grammar throughout sorry)
I'm so sorry for posting, I really am.
I just...can't do it anymore.
Help
-s