Originally Posted by
Salanna
It hurts me that you've suffered at the hands of Christians.
As fallen creatures, we do our best to represent Christ in this world...
but all too often people acting in the name of Christ do more harm than help...
It's wonderful that you're trying to come back to God.
There is much rejoicing in heaven when someone comes back to God.
[like the parable of the prodigal son]
We're always here if you need anything.

thank you for replying.
most people skim over me. heheh.
i had a revelation the other day.
no burning bushes or voices booming from the sky.
but i think that when i was first getting into SI,
i asked God to help me stop.
and it wasn't even that i exactly meant it.
i wanted to feel like i was still connected to him.
almost four years later, i think he's answered me.
and it surprised me so much when i figured it out,
that i had to pull off the road.
[i was driving at the time]...