*Gives you a big hug* Im sorry to hear that your feeling like this. However oding really isnt the answer and will make things worse. Please get rid of the pills you dont need them. Oding is extremly dangerous and causes severe damage. Is it the things that happened in the past thats making you feel like this? Or is it something else? Could you talk to us some more about what it is thats making you feel like this? Im really pleased you have support. Next time you see your worker you might find it helpful if you wrote a letter out to give to him/her.
You may also find it easier to write a letter than to say it face to face which is why i have suggested writing a letter. You dont have to go with my idea, its completly up to you. You can get through this, these feelings wont last forever i know its scary upsetting and difficult but you can get through this. We are all here to support you to. Have you ever tried calling the samaritans? You could also get in touch with the supporters by using this link
http://www.recoveryourlife.com/liveh...hp?LANGUAGE=en keep posting.
Take care best wishes Ian