Originally Posted by
3 inches from the edge
helen you are beautiful without bulimia
That is possibly the best quote i could have thought of to sum up what i was thinking.
Helen, you know Mia has put your body through hell and its caused serious damage. Now is time to grab your body back from her && change.
Now i know it's going to be extremely and undeniably hard for you to change the amount of times you purge etc, as you do it so much. But could you try and cut down at all? Even if its just a small amount week by week.
Asking for help from your GP to see an eating disorder specialist (if you don't already see somebody) could be a good move to take. You will need help to succeed in this. But make sure that you are doing this for yourself.
You deserve to be free of this sweetie. Don't let this illness but your body through anymore.
I know you want a life without Bulimia, a life where you are free to meet your friends [without feeling suicidal].
Fight this and you will get there. It will be an uphill struggle. But standing on the top of that mountain when you've climbed there, will feel amasingly brilliant.
Are you going to book an appointment with your GP to talk about the effects that Bulimia has had on your stomach? I hope you go and the damage isn't too serious.
We will be here for you every single step.
I love you. Please look after yourself
<3