I understand being embarrassed to talk to people at church...
I'd always thought that no onewould understand, and everyone would be disgusted...
But I've found that everyone goes through periods of depression, and although there aren't any SIers at my church, the people who know about my past understand, and are compassionate to me.
It's good that your tutor is there for you.
and I [along with other members of ryl] are always here for you.
and most importantly, God is always there for you.
You're not alone in this, you can defeat it through Christ who gives you strength!
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