I did ended up Si-ing last night, quite a bit, and now I am more intrested in the deepness of them rather than the amount like before I was doing 86-100. When I was SI-ing in the night, then last night I don't know. I wanted to see it worst. They're still not deep. Really honestly they're not, but you can see all of the dried blood on top of it. and it just looks thick, but it's not, there was just a bit of blood.
It is very sad to hear you are in similar places to me nikki 1922, and it hurts because I know how much you are suffering now.
I am holding you tight,
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I hope your okay today too
I love you too much for words
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