Okay listen up. I havent gone anywhere.
Something in my head says" Matthew you cant have good or nice thigs said to you".
I guess another part says that im not ever going to be happy in a relationship again. doomed to be alone and a **** up etc etc.
In therapy we are constantly trying to go over why i can seem to accept any good.
no one has done anything wrong. No one has upset me. My brain just went into full self hate mode and well....
You are all amazing and lovely.
im sorry.xxx
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