my knees hurt im feelin like my heads lolling
sum1 tell me how lng it takes 4 the od to wear off? can hanah or helen email/pm/post me pls? im going insane.
wat is happening to me? i dnt knw wat made me do it. nw i look like a selfish cow who's puttin on the rest of u. im so sry guys. i didnt knw it wud affect me so bad. theres this stupid voice in my head tellin me to od more.
i have 8 pills left
i dnt want to od mor
make it stop
tell it 2 leave me alone
make it go away
katie? helen? hannah? kate? nancy? ne1?
msn me pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeease?
sweetheart-mellie@hotmail.co.uk
im so sry im such bad selfish horrible person
katie im so sry
i dnt deserve a friend like katie people
omg wat ahve i dun to myself? wat have i dun to my friends? u guys im really sry. i do love u all. honest/
mj
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