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delikatskin · 20-06-2007, 09:32 PM

I drink in place of cutting. Unless I've had more than 2, in which case, I cut while drunk. But the numbness from drinking makes the cutting pointless. It has to hurt if it's going to work. Drinking makes me too tired to fight, and anger makes me drink. Sadness makes me cut. And I don't drink when I'm sad since that just makes me sadder, and cut deeper.

20-06-2007, 09:32 PM	#33
delikatskin Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: Arizona, USA I am currently:	I drink in place of cutting. Unless I've had more than 2, in which case, I cut while drunk. But the numbness from drinking makes the cutting pointless. It has to hurt if it's going to work. Drinking makes me too tired to fight, and anger makes me drink. Sadness makes me cut. And I don't drink when I'm sad since that just makes me sadder, and cut deeper.
	"A loveless world is a dead world, and always there comes an hour when one is weary of prisons, of one's work, and of devotion to duty, and all one craves is a loved face, the warmth and wonder of a loving heart." - Albert Camus