Thanks for all the support guys. It means heaps. I am not in the UK but the mental health system sucks here too. I saw my psych today, he wasnt happy about what happened either but i am starting on a new medication today.
He told me that it is important to let him know if i am suicidal and something else could be worked out like respite, or admission to a different hospital
so feeling alot beta, still have the thoughts but i think i am strong enough to let them remain as thoughts
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