You're in a tough situation. She has problems of her own, so you use that as justification not to add yours on top of everything else. You hold it in for one more day. But it won't be long until you've buried so much that you need an outlet. Maybe you'll turn to her then. But what if you don't? It's an awful cycle to get into. I'm there myself. Please, before things get worse for you, talk to her. She should be understanding. If the love is there, she won't turn away. She'll support you like you support her because that's what relationships are all about: leaning on one another.
Find the courage. Talk to her before it's too late.
D.
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