Yes, that sounds like a form of dissociation. When does it come up for you most?
Chris, I've not had any more amnesia episodes, fortunately. But I have been pretty much in the grip of my Other One, my split off self, this past week or so. I'm really triggered, and it's making *her* come forward in full force. Total self destruction to protect myself from the pain of feeling rejection. My therapist is being really patient and compassionate with me though, and using it as an opportunity for me and her to understand more.
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