putridangel

Thank you for your replies

I do have to deal with this.
I am angry with how he dealt with the situation, but I am at fault.
It is my debt. But the overdraft is ours...Im not going to lose my money to cover that unless he helps too!!

I'm going away for a couple of days to spend some time with friends, on my return I am going to spend a couple of days with my sister.

Things at home are very fraught. My hubby is really struggling. He is seeing a counsellor now too. The two of us are clashing over anything and everything and its doing neither of us any good.

I am physically tired
I am mentally drained
I really cant see a way out of this hell im living in. Its not just the money situation, it is everything at home.....the slightest thing triggers me now, I have a very short fuse, I snap.feel guilty afterwards...blame me for it all and when all is quiet take it out on me because if I wasnt like this then the situation at home would be different. It would be a better place without me.

xx