I'm just gonna answer the questions you asked at the end of your post.
Originally Posted by
Steel Maiden
Do you think I am mad? Do you think I should tell my friend to leave me alone? Do you think my doctor could actually do anything if she told him I'm not taking my meds? I don't need those meds; they suppress the numbers.
No I don't think you're mad, you are mentally ill tho, schizophrenia is a horrible illness. Yes, being so closed minded she doesn't deserve someone like you as her friend. That depends how much your dr believes of her story, I guess. And yes you do need those meds, I know the side effects are horrible and they make you feel like a special needs kiddie but that's sometimes much better than full blown psychosis. Why don't you tell your dr about all this?
Marte