So last night after youth group I was talking to my youth leader, I was telling her that this is a good week for me, because saturday is the 4 year anniversary of when i accepted christ, and then next wednesday is officially 11 months cut free. She was telling me that it's a powerful testimony, and she asked if i'd ever thought about typing it up.
I told her that actually I had, & she told me that some of the guys and girls in our youth group are dealing with SI, & she asked if i'd ever thought about sharing my testimony. I told her that I really want to share sometime before I leave [for school in late august] & she told me that if i'm uncomfortable with it, if i would type it up, she would read it. But I knew that's not what needs to happen, so I told her that I would definitely share it myself.
And I woke up this morning and I'm like, "Wait!?!?!?! What did i just agree to?!?!?"
Lol.
Just pray for me.
God wants me to share even the parts i'm uncomfortable with.
I have such a desire to help those who are struggling in this way...
and maybe this will bring me some healing too?
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