you can hardly see the scars on my left arm anymore because my skin is so white, only if you look closely. so yeah, I guess they blend in with my skintone pretty well.
I think that's actually a good thing though, because if we're ever completely SI-free, it'll be easier to completely get over it, if you know what I mean..without having horrendous scars remind you of whatever.
it's not you who's odd. it's the psychiatrists. the severity of the injuries or the size of the scars has nothing to do with how you actually feel, the fact that you felt the need to hurt yourself is bad enough, in my opinion. they're professionals, they should know that.
take care.
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