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xbeckyx · 25-06-2008, 02:29 PM

Well it's official, my mum sees me as a mistake. I always thought she did but to have her say it is so much worse. I liked having that "maybe she does think it but maybe she doesn't" thing to fall back on.
She sees having a child at a young age as a huge mistake, waste of time and it messes up your life. Thanks mum. (she had me at 19). She saw my face and hurriedly added "Well, not you. I just mean...maybe I should have waited to have you, I was too young, bit of a mistake really.".
Least now it;s not just me who thinks I'm a total mistake and f*** up.

25-06-2008, 02:29 PM	#10
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	Well it's official, my mum sees me as a mistake. I always thought she did but to have her say it is so much worse. I liked having that "maybe she does think it but maybe she doesn't" thing to fall back on. She sees having a child at a young age as a huge mistake, waste of time and it messes up your life. Thanks mum. (she had me at 19). She saw my face and hurriedly added "Well, not you. I just mean...maybe I should have waited to have you, I was too young, bit of a mistake really.". Least now it;s not just me who thinks I'm a total mistake and f*** up.
xbeckyx Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: North Yorkshire	See I cannot feel this, not matter how you try and in the real world, there's no goodbyes. Stare at the hands, you know you want to ;). "memento vivere"