Hey, thank you both for your kind replies.
You really made me think about the whole issue and not in my usual "I need to know what's wrong and how I can fix it" way, but... more carefully. I guess you're both right that I should talk to a professional (sorry, can't spell...) but sadly, that's not an option I hasve right now.
I've been in a ward four times and had three therapists outside the hospitals, but they never really bothered with a diagnosis other then major depression, which has gotten a lot better since then, so... I don't really know if I can/want to trust those people again...
@Emmie: I did some internet tests before and... well, acording to those I could have pretty much every mental illness exept for schizoprenia. But thank you for the sugestion :)
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