little update:
saw therapist today.....am talking a bit better.
ive been actually having fun....making fun of myself!!!! i sound so ridiculous....but im coming along.
had a good session.....i was in a good mood so we didnt go into anything really hard.
however.....i found out that he knew my best friend Jar, who died last year. we talked alot about him. kind of "rained on my parade" but im trying to think of all the good times Jar and i had.
im still wondering when and IF Keith is coming for his b-day. they simply wont give me a straight answer, plus i havent talked to him in 3 days because i cant. hopefully tomorrow i will be improved enough to call him.
we are getting a "star chart" ready for Kaleb. hopefully this will help with his behavior. he really isnt that bad for a 4 year old. its just overwhelming for me because he so close to Keith's age when i sent him away. its hard for me to live with a little boy.
anyhow.....thats bout it....
loves.
xxxxx
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