sometimes a change is good...but if you are doing it soley in hopes of 'escaping yourself'..it doesnt work. You can go as far as you like..but its still you that is there...
You say you havent 'had it that bad'..sorry but form the bit you said, you sure have had alot to deal with. If it is affecting you it IS important and significant, regardless of what others are going throug. If it hurts, it hurts, you dont need to meet a requirement in order to feel bad and need help..not at all.
Do you have help other just for meds? Do you have therapy of some sort as well? i'd highly suggest finding someone yo can talk to about all this..you deserve someone to help you and lisaten. You dont need to face this all alone luv. It's too much.
No, you dont sound melodramatic; you sound in pain and confusion.
Pls think of finding someone, and if you DO have someone and they arent helping, look for someone else...i'm finding the search for the 'right' doctor to be longer than i expected!
Pls keep writing and feel free to PM as well okay?
take care
romp
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