Have you told your doc/counsellor/therapist how you feel? Maybe if you tell them that you're struggling and don't think you're getting anywhere with them then they might change tact or try and delve further into your problems(?!). Sorry, I haven't got any real advice as I've never been in your situation but I thought I'd just reply and say I've read through it and stuff and I do care. Hopefully someone will come and be able to give you better advice then i have
