I hear how much you want, need, to be understood. For someone to care enough to find out how things look like through your eyes and heart.
True, it's not your fault you're struggling with the things you're struggling with. But with the right kind of help you can slowly start to take responsibility now for living with your feelings safely.
I'm complicated too, and have felt similar to you at times. But I've found if you search and trust hard enough, there are people out there who want to understand and know.
And sometimes that understanding doesn't always look like how we expect it would be.
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